the terrible events

unparalleled national humiliation

looking, and looking away at the same time

had he lived

 

wooden crosses still stood

greater and stronger

this shortage

 

Jean Améry

the true nature

marked out as a victim

islands of amnesia

bodily being

under its wheel

it was and is

turn back time

the extravagant moral daydream

‘no longer mine’

suicide in Salzburg

crumbling away and dwindling